How do we get to cry?
How is it that our body can release water, like crying, from our eyes if they were made  to see...
How is it that our mouth lets us speak when it's made to eat?

How is it that this semester ended up being such a fucking semester that started so genuinely well and is ending as a mother fucking pain in the ass with people I don't  want to speak to, nor even to see sometimes.

I sometimes think I should go back to my house and end this fucking thing.