I don't know how to feel now.
Now that I've said to you what I feel about you.

Is it normal to think that every post from now on is going to be about me? How am I supposed to get through it? I mean... I try to think everyday that I took a huge weight off my shoulders but I can't seem to feel relieved in any way.

Oh God... Please make my mind clear :(


Siento un leve olor a tabaco y creo que hasta quiero fumar un cigarro.
Quiero dejar de pensar en todo esto pero no pareces salir de mi cabeza y mientras más intento olvidarme de todo, más me acuerdo de ti, más te busco.

Please, somehow, end up this kind of suffering.